You're Perfect To Me (:
I hate that moment when you seem to be getting better. You seem to have it all together for once. You seem to be content for once. You actually smile because you want to. Then, little things happen and they get to you. They eat at you. It’s only slight at first; just ticking away at your barriers. But, then, in that one moment, you lose it all. And you can’t control anything. You feel dizzy and dark. Lost and confused. Hopeless. And you have absolutely no one to talk to, because you feel like this parasite that can’t be dealt with any longer. You lie on your floor, shaking. Sobbing. Your eyes, face, and stomach burning. And you fall for the billionth time.
and I’m over it,
I’m over it,
I promise I’m over it.
But it still hurts sometimes.
laura elizabeth ross  (via perfect)
But maybe I’m just tired of being tired
a tired girl (via depressed-th0ughts)
I didn’t get lost in you, I fucking drowned.
(via oy-vey-iz-mir)
I needed my friends. I needed my friends around and they weren’t there. I guess if I really was their best friend, I should have mattered. But I guess I didn’t.
A part from my old suicide letter I found (via undo-my-scars)